Saturday, March 25, 2006

I'm afraid there isn't enough time to lay down this vague sense of confusion i have about this place ,Bangalore. When i came here there was something amiss,something big. Bob Pirsig might call it a hole in my pattern. Of course it was.But that seemed a little superficial. There was something else i couldnt put my finger on. Nothing really convincing occured. Very unlikely for me.
First, no real connection with things around.For the first time i was on my own. Or rather it was better that way.And it still is sometimes.
Lot of ideas to dwell on and a lotta time.But thats not enough.you want to be" Heard". And you are confronted with certain facts that in your complacency never surfaced. A punch at a very wrong time.At first pride hurts,next humility overcomes.

1 Comments:

At 12:28 PM, Blogger Saurabh said...

Having lived in a million plus city for the third of my life i have an insight which mite be of help:

But thats not enough.you want to be" Heard"

SADDEST PART IS : Even being "heard" is not enough. It has not helped. This vague sense of confusion is spatially and temporally ubiquitous especially for those who care to look under the carpet of their so called lives.

 

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